First night sky

My first night sky~

Move on

I think it's impossible to move on

Loving you is easier to do than

Making ways to be apart from you

I always wonder what you do

every second

every minute

every hour

what else can I do?

I'm so in love with you.

Time is what I do not have.

 

I need time.

Time to do what I want.

Time to do what I love.

Chances

I've given unlimited chances to those whom I believe deserves it.. But, every time they take the chance to prove themselves... I ended up betrayed. Why? Do I trust people too much that I always end up the one being hurt? Why? Why do I let them take those chances for granted? Why do I let them take me for granted? Do I love them too much? To trust them (again and again.. And again.)? :|

.. I need some self respect here..

Tears

 

Did you ever cry because of somebody else's pain? I did.

I have a lot to say but I can't express it.

I wanted to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 

til my tears dried up

til there's no reason to cry

til I don't feel anything at all...

Doubt

Doubt. How can it affect a person? I have doubts. I've been doubting myself, on what I can do, on how I can influence others, even on how I can improve myself. I just don't know anymore. What do I need? Comfort? Support? Trust? Maybe all of it? I wonder.

Angel of my nightmare

He 
Who knocks to my door
Lighten up my heart and
Brighten up my day
An angel in a form of a man
In disguise, but I can see through him
Hiding, but visible in my eyes
He made a road through my cloudy mind
And made everything clear
He
Who calms my soul
Seeing his smile
Hearing his voice
Like a rhythm I can't get enough
A melody I'll long for
A bittersweet feeling I'll be holding on
The one I'll keep searching for.