live others dream

When we were still kids, we were asked what we wanted to be in the future. Now that we've known what we wanted and what to do with our lives, they're the ones making the decision for us. It's so hard to live other peoples dream. But do I seriously have a choice? *sigh*

October 24'12

Today, October 24, 2012, marks yet another day of being on the same country, same place, breathing the same freakin' air, with one of my favorite boygroups and not freakin' able to see them. THAT. IS. HEART. BREAKING. I cant do anything about it because my parents wont allow me and I dont have enough money to buy a ticket. -_- The  thought of being in the same place with your bias and you're just few meters away from him, that's a WoW moment. But not being able to see him in that short distance, that's an Aww moment. You'll only got the chance to 'just wish' and dream the 'what ifs'.

It's also betty's birthday~:) we had our dinner at pizza hut. Juu's not there... -- she's freakin watching the concert!!! while we- her friends- was inside the mall taking about how the concert will go. -___- great right? oh well, I'm just glad it's not b2utiful show. haha~