Options

When you work hard to have what you dreamed of and you got it, it makes you happy, right? But, what if life just wants you to have a taste of it? That life gives you so many options you're not wishing for right on your face, and you, there... trying to hold on on what you know will make you happy. What if life is showing you options  that you deserve even more than what you wanted? Will you go for it or will you hold onto your dream?

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I'm just an ordinary girl. 
I always smile.
I always laugh. 
I always do what they want. 
Living the way they wanted. 
I never complain. 
I never did. 
They see me as a cheerful and kind person. 
What they didn't know is that  deep inside i feel hurt. 
I feel like dying. 
That when I wake up every morning, I pray that the day would just end. 
That everything will be over. 
I'm not kind. 
Really not. 
I wanted to hurt anyone that comes my way. 
And I don't care who that person is. 
But... I really can't do anything. 
I'm hurting inside. 
Yes. 
But. 
What if. 
That person is suffering more than I already am. 
I don't know his story. 
And I don't want anyone to know mine. 
So. 
I'll just have to bare with it. 
And just hide what I feel.