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It's been a while.
Feels like I have forgotten how to write.
I have been... fine, good, okay.
Still surviving.
Still living.

another trip

Hong Kong! For the third time! :)
I'm so happy... I got the chance to travel.
and for the second time... my birthday. haha! 
today is our last day.
i'm with my mom.. it was fun! :)) 

here i am, writing a blog after I just read something from wattpad.. haha
and how i wish i can feel those emotions real soon. hahaha 

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who are you?

Life you're in

Hey

How's the life you're living?

Is it what you've expected?

Are you satisfied on how the things are?

Or you yearn for more?

More happiness.. Time.. Hope.. Faith..

Someone to depend on

Someone to trust

How is it?

The life you're living.

Somethig new

Something new... Next time I'll definitely try this.. 

Dahil minsan..

Dahil minsan nakakapagod nang sundin nalang kung anong gusto nila..

Dahil minsan nakakapagod nang ngumiti kahit malungkot ka..

Dahil minsan nakakapagod nang itago kung ano talaga ang nadarama..

Dahil minsan nakakapagod nang intindihin ang pagkukulang ng iba..

Dahil minsan nakakapagod nang balewalain ang pagkakamali nila..

Dahil minsan nakakapagod nang magbulag-bulagan kahit nasa harap mo na.. 

Dahil minsan nakakapagod nang mabuhay sa isang mundong puno ng pagpapanggap.. 

Dahil minsan mas gusto mo nalang sumuko kahit alam mong kaya mo pa..

Unseen

Ano pa ba kailangan kong gawin? Masyado ba kong mabait? Magrebelde ba ko? Ano? -____-

Time is what I do not have.

 

I need time.

Time to do what I want.

Time to do what I love.

Chances

I've given unlimited chances to those whom I believe deserves it.. But, every time they take the chance to prove themselves... I ended up betrayed. Why? Do I trust people too much that I always end up the one being hurt? Why? Why do I let them take those chances for granted? Why do I let them take me for granted? Do I love them too much? To trust them (again and again.. And again.)? :|

.. I need some self respect here..

Tears

 

Did you ever cry because of somebody else's pain? I did.

I have a lot to say but I can't express it.

I wanted to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 

til my tears dried up

til there's no reason to cry

til I don't feel anything at all...

Angel of my nightmare

He 
Who knocks to my door
Lighten up my heart and
Brighten up my day
An angel in a form of a man
In disguise, but I can see through him
Hiding, but visible in my eyes
He made a road through my cloudy mind
And made everything clear
He
Who calms my soul
Seeing his smile
Hearing his voice
Like a rhythm I can't get enough
A melody I'll long for
A bittersweet feeling I'll be holding on
The one I'll keep searching for.

Kids

I hate kids. -__-

They are so ANNOYING. really.

it's like::: COULD YOU STOP BOTHERING ME?!?! I'm working on something!

arrrrrggggghhhhhh~~

Right now.. there's two kids beside me..

really..these kids should stop what they're doing before I lose my temper.. -__- 

annoying.. annooooying... ANNOYIIIIIIIIIING.