I've given unlimited chances to those whom I believe deserves it.. But, every time they take the chance to prove themselves... I ended up betrayed. Why? Do I trust people too much that I always end up the one being hurt? Why? Why do I let them take those chances for granted? Why do I let them take me for granted? Do I love them too much? To trust them (again and again.. And again.)? :|
Doubt. How can it affect a person? I have doubts. I've been doubting myself, on what I can do, on how I can influence others, even on how I can improve myself. I just don't know anymore. What do I need? Comfort? Support? Trust? Maybe all of it? I wonder.