Move on

I think it's impossible to move on

Loving you is easier to do than

Making ways to be apart from you

I always wonder what you do

every second

every minute

every hour

what else can I do?

I'm so in love with you.

Time is what I do not have.

 

I need time.

Time to do what I want.

Time to do what I love.

Chances

I've given unlimited chances to those whom I believe deserves it.. But, every time they take the chance to prove themselves... I ended up betrayed. Why? Do I trust people too much that I always end up the one being hurt? Why? Why do I let them take those chances for granted? Why do I let them take me for granted? Do I love them too much? To trust them (again and again.. And again.)? :|

.. I need some self respect here..

Tears

 

Did you ever cry because of somebody else's pain? I did.

I have a lot to say but I can't express it.

I wanted to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 

til my tears dried up

til there's no reason to cry

til I don't feel anything at all...

Doubt

Doubt. How can it affect a person? I have doubts. I've been doubting myself, on what I can do, on how I can influence others, even on how I can improve myself. I just don't know anymore. What do I need? Comfort? Support? Trust? Maybe all of it? I wonder.

Angel of my nightmare

He 
Who knocks to my door
Lighten up my heart and
Brighten up my day
An angel in a form of a man
In disguise, but I can see through him
Hiding, but visible in my eyes
He made a road through my cloudy mind
And made everything clear
He
Who calms my soul
Seeing his smile
Hearing his voice
Like a rhythm I can't get enough
A melody I'll long for
A bittersweet feeling I'll be holding on
The one I'll keep searching for.

Story

Different people, different lives, different experiences, different stories. How do we deal with it? ...with our lives, other people's lives, how we feel, how we show what we want to say and how we want others to feel. Sharing. We can choose whether we want our stories to be known to others; or just be another person in the crowd. Though you may not know it, your story may change other people; on how they live, and how they handle their lives. It may be just another story to you but it can be more to them. It can be an inspiration, to live another day, to give them hope that they've given up just before your story is known.